卡洛琳的部落格

早上的藍線真的是夠了…

我搞不懂為什麼裡面的人不出來

外面的人一直想擠進去…

這些人到底是要去哪裡啊…

和老同學又連繫上的感覺真的是不錯，但是遇到素行不良，又搞不清楚自身狀況的老同學，真的是由衷的為他感到可悲。。。請清醒

一整個low掉了。真的沒有必要把情侶之間正在進行式的出軌骯髒事自爆公開在大家面前，而且一切都是捏造的!!什麼狂激吻，什麼原諒，什麼長跑，什麼什麼。。 。  又不是沒有名氣，玉女沒有必要真的把自己搞到這種地步，金童也看不到金在哪裡，只有消費大眾的嫌疑(其實根本就是!!)，這個真的很low，應該還有更高明的方法吧，可以去佛教國家結婚啊!!獻上好歌一首，「Low」。

FLO Rida-Low

I’m so tired, and have been so busy this month. Several things that already kill me this December：

1. The weather + the heater in the office (which we don’t really need lah!!)

2. More work load (which is still okay because I LOVE my job!!)

3. Seminars

4. Short of sleep on Sundays

5. Noise & NOT MY PHONE CALLS!!

So there is a plus of having a hard time concentrating, losing patience, and getting irritated so easily. I can’t change the weather and the noise, but I do need more rest. Please DO NOT judge me base on anyone’s personal experience. EVERYONE IS DIFFEREN! This is just MY biological clock. Sigh.. I just know myself too well..

In short, I need sleep..

很可怕的三種人：

1.負心漢

2.惟恐天下不亂的人

3.靜不下心、坐不住的成人

So sad... that my favorite aerobic teacher, the one who is so famous and popular, and has been so professional and dedicated, said that she had to let go her Body Combat class at True.. because she cannot handle two times of combat classes each week anymore. Sigh, there’s no way members can find another fantabulous teacher like her that soon. Hopefully, True will accept the suggestion to change the class to High Low or anything like that, or else I’ll go bother Duke again..

Several things that really kill me：

1. Breaking up / losing family members

2. Waking up early

3. Waking up in early cold days

4. Noise

5. Pre period syndromes

Except for no number one (THANK GOD!!), everything is so severe this month..

搞什麼連假

搞什麼連假

搞什麼連假

又不是不用補班

搞不清楚莫名的連假對單身的人來說很痛苦嗎..

這個社會是這樣的：從小被教育著”不能輸在起跑點!!!”(這樣就會贏@@?)或者是”要有競爭力!!!”(還不知道這假想敵到底在哪裡@@!?) 所以，離開了單純的校園和家園後，人會慣性的害怕自己在社會裡被搓掉，怕別人佔上風或者是把自己的工作擠掉(更over的人是想辦法去把別人擠掉)。所以有些人必須靠著不時的否定別人，好來肯定自己，他們應該是認為這是一種自信和自我肯定的表現，(但在我看來只是一種淺意識表達出來的自卑。)我有的時候必須要靠著肯定別人來證明自己的成就，好像說我若自認為自己英文好並不是真正的好，我的學生說的好，比賽可以得獎，可以通過國家認證的檢定考試，這樣我的成就才是真正的成就；在我以前擁有一個夢寐以求的團隊時，我巴不得我的每一個組員都有能力可以把我PK掉(不過那個時候她們沒有大膽到敢來找我PK..)，因為她們的成就就是我的成就。唔~~??發生什麼事??沒發生什麼事，誠如標題所述，純粹碎念。。。

冬天到了，各家有氧老師開始無所不用其極讓學員們上課時快速流汗；上課時前二十分鐘不開冷氣、連續五首歌不給休息或者是把運動的強度拉高。

Here are some reasons why I like winter. (well.. I don’t really like winter.. so wait wait, let me rephrase it.)

Here are some reasons why I think winter is OK：

1. I can put on my favorite tna and second favorite AF clothes. (But I already find out they are over thick for winter in Taiwan..  because they are designed for North American winter.. )

2. Christmas is in winter.

3. Christmas is in winter.

4. Christmas is in winter.

5. It’s the season for hot pot. (Actually I eat hot pot throughout the year.)

And here are some reasons why I dislike winter：

1. I have a hard time waking up in winter (because of lower blood pressure)

2. I get dropsy and need to use the toilet very often. This makes me feel very uncomfortable.

3. I still sweat most of the time, especially when wearing long sleeve.

4. I sometimes need to force myself wearing long sleeve to avoid other people’s shocking eyesight, especially my dad and my families. so sometimes I feel embarrassed and awkward when wearing 短袖&短褲 in winter.

5. It is usually still not too cold for me somehow, but I can still get sick for coldness.

So, in general, I like autumn.

Okay. Here is the thing. I may look outgoing or unstable; I may also look playful or like a party girl; in fact, I’ve gone clubbing no more than five times within seven years. I went there as a gym thing when I was twenty, now I go to a real gym instead. 我不去東區鬼混，可是我會去東區吃東西和逛街；我不去夜店；但是這並不代表我必須穿的很宅的在路上走動；我會晚睡，這並不代表我都在外面很忙，要忙到三更半夜。

有些男人喜歡表現自己幽默風趣的一面，但是有時會一整個讓人覺得不舒服、不愉快。男人的最高境界，是可以自在從容地，把自己當成是生活中的題材，幽自己一默，更好的是，還可以接受別人對自己的幽默，而不是拿別人，甚至是你面前心儀的女人當做題材，展現自己的過人之處，幽別人一默。所以，下次除非是你在夜店遇到我，或者是我約你去夜店，請不要在我跟你不熟的情況之下說"你常去夜店吼?"(這句對他們來說是肯定句)，或者是"那裡是你鬼混的地方吼~"(這句也是肯定句)。通常也只有不熟的人會出現這種幾近白目的對話。

There’s no way I can force how others want to think of me, but it is nearly always beneficial, especially for men, to be open minded, and DO NOT prejudge other people, base on your shallow life experience or male chauvinism thing, before you know more about anyone. If you COULDN'T HELP but want to deem I am like that, just shut the fucxxng up.

好了，我又發作了。